Tickets Purchased...My 1st Concert

Finally got myself 2 tickets to MAYDAY No Where World Tour Live In Malaysia 2013. Successful at the 4th attempt but ended up no more discount. Heart pain for having to pay extra RM100. I thought I'd be happy as long as I got the tickets, but somehow, I feel very unfair and I just can't settle down with the extra cost we need to pay, all because the ticketing agent TicketCharge is not providing clear information.

Whilst I only wish that everything will pay off at 2nd March 2013. My first time entering the Rock Zone, for MAYDAY; it might be the last time, bad experience in getting the tickets, so frustrated as if I'm about to get heart attack. All I do now as compensation is to complain here and there on the authorities' FB pages.

Looking forward to the day. Hope it'll be great...and I know it will. *Peace*

Lesson of the day: Get a credit card, debit card is not everything.

P/S: Thanks to my papa for assisting me with the payment.

An Eye For An Eye

Last time, we moved out from hostel in search for freedom;
Despite the higher rental fees, and those utility bills which are not inclusive.
We want to break free from the rules and regulations which seems unreasonably imposed;
And here we are occupying a rented house with all the freedom we ever wanted.
All we encountered till now could be fine and calm;
If not for the existence of a moron.
Things are all good when we still can compromise in the past;
But now,  intolerable and hatred are all I can feel.
Pardon my intolerance, for not even my self-conscious would let me to;
Letting you act as if you are the boss, manipulating all these that belongs to me.
I shall give back the same, were it possible;
You don't ever know the true me at the dark side.

Come Back In 5 Years...

Thinking of you 2012...
It's hard for me to believe, the day approaching...
Nor do I have prepared for it...

Suffered sitting here, glancing through the exam materials...
This wasn't what I want...But now, is this what I want?
I made myself to live that way...Dislike!

Survived from nightmares in yesterday sleep...
The dark spot in the yesteryear, the time I found the star in my life...
It seems tough to move on, but you made me feel the warmth...

First time in my years...Your existence might due to another reason?
I think, I think & still pondering...
Tomorrow is just another yesterday.

I wish to have you in our future...
Uncertainty is the only boundary.
Revisiting here on Jan 2017...
Either with you...or just me?

Fuh...

Why a simply positive conversation with certain people can always turned out to be like debating?
Both digging words to offend their opponent.
That seriously haunted my night from now on.
A platform for discussion has now become the root for quarrellings.
What the hell you are getting so mad over a little issue?
You don't know I'm good in debating huh?
I just don't want to be mean to the loser.
And yeah, you are the loser!
You're badly defeated when I sensed your sign of anger.
Sorry if my words hurt you.
And I don't sincerely mean sorry!
Fuh...

Money Not Enough

Moved out from Perwira Hostel, my new rent house in Taman Kelisa is no doubt a better place to stay at for the next three years.
Spacious, clean, airy, nearer to the main road...
Overall, I'm more than satisfied and appreciate it very much.
However, money are flowing away like tap water, though it was just two weeks away from the beginning of this semester.
Sharing a 2nd hand fridge and washing machine with six other housemates costed me RM93.
RM79 for new MIS reference book, RM55 for 2nd hand manufacturing book and more yet to come...
What about my daily expenses on food and those miscellaneous items?
I do make simple account on a daily basis to track my expenses since last year.
Reviewing my spending recently, the figures are really freaking me off!
What to do?
This might be a transition period and I'm trying to cut down my spending by having dinner at home these few days.
But still it's not free.
It's prepaid expenses as I spent >RM30 to stock up some groceries at Pacific last Saturday.
Perhaps I should try to earn some money instead of saving.
I've tried YouthSays and Google Adsense.
Few days back, I received an email from Google stating that my Adsense account had been disabled.
My blog can no longer display Ads by Google and all my previous earnings were forfeited.
This is not fair at all but I do admit that I tried fraud click before.
This might be a lesson for me to earn money in an ethical way.
I'm reprimanding now...

Cracked Egg Shell

I was picking some eggs,

Examined each and every single one thoroughly.
The shell should be clean and perfect,

Without nasty stains nor cracks.

I had selected some eggs,

Which I thought were fine.

Bought it home and guess what I found?

It's all cracked!

What had happened I wondered...

Am I the one to be blamed?

For being clumsy, reckless and foolish.

Or it's just something that I missed out earlier?

Egg shell must not be cracked,

To prevent the invasion of bacteria.

Just like any relationship,

Must not even have a single ugly blot.

Somehow some people are nasty-nice

That's the kind of people we should avoid.

New Blood Perhaps?

I hate this, I hate this, I HATE this!!!
Why are we the one who always have to bear the responsibility?
Do you still remember tomorrow is the due date for our I/O assignment?
And it's not yet done!
Where are you now?
Slacking in BP Mall?
Immersing in the warmth and sweetness of being back in hometown?
It's our marks, and what make us deserve to have your trust on us?
I feel like letting go, really...and let it be.
I'm tired, stressful and exhausted.
1st sem, 2nd sem, hopefully not next.

I want a person to take up the responsibilities.

I'm always a good follower, if you deserve my respect...

When we get closer to each other, I realized that it's hard for you to follow instructions.

Nor to get your basic part done.

Why not we insert some new blood next time?

I Care That You Don't Care

Actually, this is a direct translation of "我在意你的不在意"-my status on Facebook. It had been reflecting my feelings recently. Somehow trusting a person for once is innocent, but trusting the person for twice is STUPID. I was so desperate when involved in that programme last year, though there are still some nice memories and great experience. I was wondering what make me stay? During that time when I selected the position of Vice President due to limited choices, I was thinking that this might serve as a good opportunity for me to learn more from you. However, I was being promoted to the President right after this as you withdrawn yourself from the current position and became the so-called advisor. What the heck is this? I had been cheated...Great responsibilities come with high position. All of a sudden you throw everything to me, I have been buried, left with no space to breathe. You promised that you will assist me, but I can't feel that you care about this.

*You guys always keep secret, I don't know what's your next step...

Why are you doing this? If you said we are a team...

Don't left me alone in the darkness, Straying around, Clueless...

I don't like to be abandoned...

What will you do? If you are in my situation...*

New Year’s Resolutions

New Year's resolutions...Came across this few days ago while doing surveys on YouthSays website. Ok...I have to admit that this is something new to me. Talk about wants, desires, wishes, I have lots of them every year. It's more on the material aspects. For instance, I want a trip to Taiwan, I want the latest model of Sony Ixus camera series, etc. As for New Year's resolutions, we are supposed to set goals targeting on self-improvement, and work really hard to get there. Commitment, passion and determination are the key factors of success. It's a norm for Americans to make New Year's resolutions every New Year's Eve. For me, this is the very first time I'm trying to make three resolutions of my own:

1. Score GPA >3.5 to get into the Dean List
2. Be part of the team in SIFE National Cup Competition
3. Be more outgoing & confident to speak up

To achieve 1, I have to study hard & get some luck. I did it last sem, how about this sem?
To achieve 2, I have to participate actively in SIFE-related activities. When you show up more, people will know you more.
To achieve 3, I'm doing this right now & I noticed some changes in myself. But I want MORE!!!
By chance, if all of the above are being fulfilled, it'll give me great happiness & satisfaction.

We'll see the results at the end of 2010...Cheers!

Check out an article about the meaning of New Year's Resolutions here>>> http://www.capmag.com/article.asp?ID=4877

Are You...The Chosen One?

2012...it's the end of the world. Have you got the pass to enter the ark---to save your life & secure your future? Sure you don't. Who are you? Neither you are a VIP nor someone who have contributions. Among billions of population all around the globe, your existence is just like a tiny piece of dust. You are nobody!!! Everyday, you strive so hard, desperately climbing the corporate ladder, just to reach the top of the mount, so that others are aware that you are here, you ever live, and you ever breath. Are we seeking for the so-called social values? Somehow living in this society, there are 2 options available. It's either you get to choose others, or others get to choose you. When the power is in your hand, who will you select? Let's say you are the project manager. When selecting your team members, will you go for someone who is socially well-rounded but not so capable in handling task, or someone who always have bright ideas but also the potential to steal your limelight? What if another person is the project manager? What will you do to stand out so that you get selected? Will you act hypocritically, pretending to be friendly to him/her eventhough you don't really like the way they do things? Or you will just do your part and end up with no people ever notice your hard work? Most of the time it is unfair when you have to make a decision before you get to know a person well enough. This is a mean process that everyone of us may come across one day. However, we don't have the time and nothing is fair in this world! Opportunities come by chance, grab it if you can...

You have got the power to determine others' destiny, choose wisely...