Come Back In 5 Years...

Thinking of you 2012...
It's hard for me to believe, the day approaching...
Nor do I have prepared for it...

Suffered sitting here, glancing through the exam materials...
This wasn't what I want...But now, is this what I want?
I made myself to live that way...Dislike!

Survived from nightmares in yesterday sleep...
The dark spot in the yesteryear, the time I found the star in my life...
It seems tough to move on, but you made me feel the warmth...

First time in my years...Your existence might due to another reason?
I think, I think & still pondering...
Tomorrow is just another yesterday.

I wish to have you in our future...
Uncertainty is the only boundary.
Revisiting here on Jan 2017...
Either with you...or just me?